all about me :): 18 April 2010

Saturday, April 24, 2010

emmmmm

me....want to cry...........................................................................................

Thursday, April 22, 2010

should i worry??

well, i have the same problem with cilla..

1st, it's about money. me too, already register for WOW camp and have to pay

RM50. Then, for mission trip is RM150. i need RM200 now. this will not be a problem actually. if i ask my dad. but i think i've asked them so much money. and that makes me guilty. i am not his only child. i still got siblings that need more money. my dad also have to pay the workers that build our house. he also need to pay the bills, to service the cars. an advise here, car is not an asset. it's liability.so,2 cars cukup. and i always call him, just to have money. sometimes i feel shamed to ask, but he's my father. and who's gonna give me money if not my family. haha :-) but thank God, the staff will pay for me first. i said to them i'll pay hujung bulan ni. hehehe..

2nd, i am a team leader for Bahau MT. and, it's that a problem? i should be honoured to be the leader and they put their trust on me. but im not confident i can do it. oh Lord, give me a strength. i know, i shouldn't be worried much, but it's normal rite? i still thinking, can or can't? i don't have any experience for MT, so it feels like i didn't know anything. how can i be a leader? i need more encouragement here..

3rd, my short sem. i will take 3 subjects for this sem3. our MT is on the 1st week of sem3. i know im gonna miss the classes.what if the lecturer won't give notes? what if they ask us to write everything that he/she say? what if he/she gives us task and have to pass up at the same time for carry marks?am i gonna miss it? oh God. i shouldn't be worried.

so, what i need here is all your prayers, encouragement,something that makes me CONFIDENT..